'You approach family stories with caution and care, especially when a
thing long forgotten is uncovered in the telling.' In this deft memoir,
Richard Shaw unpacks a generations-old family story he was never told:
that his ancestors once farmed land in Taranaki which had been
confiscated from its owners and sold to his great-grandfather, who had
been with the Armed Constabulary when it invaded Parihaka on 5 November
1881. Honest, and intertwined with an examination of Shaw's relationship
with his father and of his family's Catholicism, this book's key focus
is urgent: how, in a decolonizing world, Pakeha New Zealanders wrestle
with, and own, the privilege of their colonial pasts.