LONGLISTED FOR THE NATIONAL BOOK AWARD
"Nothing short of magic." --Elizabeth Acevedo, New York Times
bestselling author of The Poet X
**From the acclaimed poet featured on Forbes Africa's "30 Under 30"
list, this powerful novel-in-verse captures one girl, caught between
cultures, on an unexpected journey to face the ephemeral girl she might
have been. Woven through with moments of lyrical beauty, this is a
tender meditation on family, belonging, and home.
my mother meant to name me for her favorite flower
its sweetness garlands made for pretty girls
i imagine her yasmeen bright & alive
& i ache to have been born her instead
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Nima wishes she were someone else. She doesn't feel understood by her
mother, who grew up in a different land. She doesn't feel accepted in
her suburban town; yet somehow, she isn't different enough to belong
elsewhere. Her best friend, Haitham, is the only person with whom she
can truly be herself. Until she can't, and suddenly her only refuge is
gone.
As the ground is pulled out from under her, Nima must grapple with the
phantom of a life not chosen--the name her parents meant to give her at
birth--Yasmeen. But that other name, that other girl, might be more real
than Nima knows. And the life Nima wishes were someone else's. . . is
one she will need to fight for with a fierceness she never knew she
possessed.