"Relentlessly honest and surprisingly funny." - The Washington
Post
"Genuinely brave and human." --*The New York Times
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"Wildly brilliant." --Elle
The true story of how a renowned writer's struggle with mood storms led
her to try a remedy as drastic as it is forbidden: microdoses of LSD.
Her fascinating journey provides a window into one family and the
complex world of a once-infamous drug seen through new eyes.
When a small vial arrives in her mailbox from "Lewis Carroll," Ayelet
Waldman is ready to try anything. Her depression has become intolerable,
severe and unmanageable; medication has failed to make a difference.
Married with four children and a robust career, she "should" be happy,
but instead her family and her work are suffering at the mercy of her
mood disorder. So she opens the vial, places two drops on her tongue,
and becomes part of a burgeoning underground group of scientists and
civilians successfully using therapeutic microdoses of LSD. As Waldman
charts her experience over the course of a month, during which she
achieved a newfound feeling of serenity, she also explores the history
and mythology of LSD, the cutting-edge research into the drug, and the
byzantine policies that control it. Drawing on her experience as a
federal public defender, and as the mother of teenagers, and her
research into the therapeutic value of psychedelics, Waldman has
produced a book that is candid, revealing and completely enthralling.
